1/31/2013

Crying over inspiration

Good morning everyone! This is going to be bit interesting since I'm testing blogger application via my iPhone, but well, let's try!

I've said this almost everywhere already, but yesterday I realized I've been drawing only horrible shit for last several months. I don't know why, but my inspiration was totally gone. There's been lot's of changes in my life since last summer and starting high school, moving back to home after ten years, being not sure about myself and problems with human relations have made me really stressed. Haven't slept very well during whole winter time.

Yesterday I somehow got my long lost inspiration back and started drawing with same passion like year ago and it felt really good. There's pic (in the end of text) of result of work I started during music lesson.

I also started doing my cosplay FINALLY oh god I have five weeks left. I'm also kind of stressed because of sorting out money things. Anyway, I have flights, concert tickets, lodging, plans... Sounds good doesn't it?

From thing to other. On Monday, Garu came for visit and we watched DECADE, she watched it first time and we were just hugging and crying and kept hugging and cried more and sung Cassis together along Ruki, 'cause FEELS ;;u;; And only six weeks left and I see the GazettE again? Life is good.

Yesterday I met Garu again and we webt to look for shoes for me. I found ones and they're perfect, but expensive... I have to ask my social worker. Now photos!











1/25/2013

Collages of 2012 part 2/2

Good evening or actually almost night! I'm sick (once again) at the moment, but here's part two of posts about 2012. Not much, but bit more something anyway!

In year 2012

I...



Cosplayed --->

And then yea met Screw too and got polaroid with men <3 p="">


Pic without signs is from some magazine and I found pic taken of me too LOL

I also met lots of nice people, got hooked with twitter and tumblr, started playing Lotro, moved back to home from youth house, bought lot's of cd's, dvd's and stuff, worked as journalist, got accepted to TYK, had one relationship, turned sixteen and so much more.

I think my year was pretty nice.

What kind of year you had?






1/20/2013

Collages of 2012 part 1/2

Hi! I'm so sorry (once again) that I still didn't manage to do that vlog. This week was just so.. hard and I'm not feeling well. Good things were DECADE live dvd I finally got from customs on Thursday and gaming weekend with little sister in Lappeenranta. I'm so tired and lazy I'm writing only in english this time.

I decided to make collages of my year 2012 and post them in two parts. Second one will follow on tomorrow maybe, but well, here we go. ( I made collages pretty quickly, 'cause I really need to go sleep soon, but I hope you like photos. This post also contains collages about Japan and DECADE live just for celebriting DECADE live dvd release and look back to last March.)

In 2012

I...

I changed a lot during this year and I really like my style nowadays.

I really wanted to make this hahah.
By the way! Less than two months to my next Tokyo trip! Post about that coming soon.

Cya!

1/12/2013

Alive and finally back - in pink!

Yosh täällä mä taas olen, anteeksipyyntöjen kera ja toivon mukaan paremman päivitystahdin kanssa. Pakko sanoa, et hävettää kyllä jonkin verran, oikeastaan aika paljonkin, etten taaskaan saanut mitään aikaseks ajoissa. Niille, jotka odotti sitä joulu vlogia, suuret pahoitteluni, olin ihan lopussa ja kipeänä, ettei voimat loppujen lopuks riittäny kuin lepäilyyn ja pelaamiseen. No ajattelin, että oisin tehnyt sen sitten uutena vuotena. No ei, en pystynyt. Tein sentään pari pikku lupausta itselleni ja vähän muillekin. Lupaan skarpata niin blogin kuin koulun kanssa ja se video tulee ens viikolla tai hyppään ulos ikkunasta kiljuen.

Yosh, here I am again, apologizing and hopefully with better posting routine. Have to say, I'm kind of ashamed, actually very ashamed because once again I didn't manage to get anything ready in time. For those who were waiting for that Christmas vlog, I'm really sorry I couldn't do it. I was so done and sick I had energy only for resting and gaming. Well then I thought I could had done it on New year, but no I couldn't. Couple of promises I managed to do for myself and others too. I promise to improve with my blog, but also with school and that video will be here on next week or I'll jump through the window. Screaming.


Making puzzle with lil sis !
Yksi asia, mikä mun on pakko mainita. Mä tiedän, että mulle tulee typoja englannin kanssa ja oon siitä todella pahoillani okei? Toivon,että kaikki täällä ymmärtää. Sain jouluaattoaamuna kommentin, johon oli listattu kirjoitusvirheitä yhdestä postauksesta ja voin sanoa, että se kyllä latisti joulumieltä. En ole jaksanut virheitä korjatakaan, en edes avata blogia kuin pari kertaa sen jälkeen. Virheitä sattuu ja yritän niitä välttää, muttaesim. twitterissä oon tottunut kirjoittamaan englantia nopeasti, lyhenteillä ja huolettomilla muodoilla, anteeksi.

I really need to mention one thing. I know there are typos in my english texts and I'm really sorry about that ok? I seriously hope that everyone here can understand. On Christmas eve morning I got one comment which included some typos in one post and I can tell it made me feel bad. I've been too lazy to fix those typos, too lazy to even open my blog more than couple times after it. Everyone do mistakes and I try to avoid them, but I'm used to write english quickly, including abbreviations and easy-going forms, on twitter for example, sorry.


Managed to organize my make up area before Christmas.
...walk in closet too.
Nyt ihan asiasta toiseen. Yks asia sai mut kanssa iloiseksi tässä ja sytytti halun skarpata blogin kanssa! Eli 100 lukijaa tuli täyteen! Onhan tässä jo vuosi kirjoiteltu, mitä nyt nimi vaihtui pariin otteeseen ja nollasin tilastot muistaakseni maaliskuun paikkeilla kun nimi THE MAD SELECT vakiintui. En voi muuta kuin kiittää ja olla onnellinen, että joitakin kiinnostaa mun elämä ja asiat. ;u;

Now from thing to other. One happening just made me very happy and want to improve with this blog! So, reached 100 readers! I've been writing here for year already, although name was changed twice and I erased statistics on last March when name THE MAD SELECT became stabilized. I can only thank you all and be happy that someones are interested in my life and stuff. ;u; 



Jaaa kuten kuvasta voi huomata, mun tukkaprojecti alkaa olla kohta valmis hihi. Uus leikkaus vielä huomenna ja raidat ensi viikolla!

Aand as you can see from pic, my hair project will be ready soon hih. New hair cut on tomorrow and stripes on next week anymore!

Comments are gold and I love you all 101 readers !